i’m not going to lie. you have no idea how hard i’m trying to ask you to ‘fuck off,’ if you ever come back. but truth is, first, you might not even come back anymore (fuck.) and second, if you do… i really will accept you with open arms. because i’m not as cold. also i still care. and i still do love you.
i do miss you, a lot. a whole fucking lot. because it’s true. you are the best thing that’s ever been mine and… i miss you.